It hurt so much, I cried so much but it couldn't be compare with what you been through before.. I'm sorry if I became too jealous, but I believe any guy would feel the same if their Girlfriend going out with someone she never been out before, despite any reason. I love you so much, that's why I feel that way, when I say I want to change that is because I was very hurtful, I never cried like this before. On top of that...
Friday 26 April 2013
Wednesday 24 April 2013
Karma Hit Me
It hurt so much when you no longer wish me Good Morning, it hurt so much when I saw you tweeting with other guy despite I knew they were your friend, it hurt me sooooo muchhhhhh when I saw those guy tweeting and retweet your tweet most of the time and fill their timeline with your post. I saw, I stalk because I'm so damn jealous.. I trust you but I don't trust them.. It will hurt me so much when you going out with any of them despite they only your friends. If we get married I will not allowed you to meet them unless I'm with you, I will also must read or hear everything they send or told you, because I'm so damn jealous.
I became jealous like this because I love you so much, I don't want to lose you. I know if you read this you will obviously get mad with me but I need to let all out. I can't bear keeping it to myself. If I told you, I'm afraid I will annoyed you..
But then again maybe this all punishment for me after what I did to you. Few weeks and months ago you afraid to lose me, you get jealous easily and you ask me to change back to my old self but I refused and treat you badly. Karma hit me now, I learn the pain you felt, I feel what you feel, I'm the one who change you, I responsible for everything. I will take all the blame.
You cried many time because of me, but now I'm the one who crying. Yes I'm a guy but because of love I become so weak that I even cried. I felt pain in the chest, pain cause by jealousy and afraid of losing you. I pray to Allah so that we will be unite and I hope you will do the same.
I just watched this video from this link just now, it make me cry.. I'm a weak human, after watching this I understand and could felt the pain.. In my weak state I wish I could die like that guy so that I can free my self from all this pain.
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10200334368055846
Astarfirullah Al'azim, I even think and ask death to free me from this pain when I'm suppose to pray and ask Allah help. Ya Allah ampunilah aku, sesungguhnya aku hamba Mu yang lemah dah mudah jatuh pada godaan syaitan. Andai kata KBT itu jodoh ku maka satukan lah kami di dunia dan Akhirat. Amin.
I became jealous like this because I love you so much, I don't want to lose you. I know if you read this you will obviously get mad with me but I need to let all out. I can't bear keeping it to myself. If I told you, I'm afraid I will annoyed you..
But then again maybe this all punishment for me after what I did to you. Few weeks and months ago you afraid to lose me, you get jealous easily and you ask me to change back to my old self but I refused and treat you badly. Karma hit me now, I learn the pain you felt, I feel what you feel, I'm the one who change you, I responsible for everything. I will take all the blame.
You cried many time because of me, but now I'm the one who crying. Yes I'm a guy but because of love I become so weak that I even cried. I felt pain in the chest, pain cause by jealousy and afraid of losing you. I pray to Allah so that we will be unite and I hope you will do the same.
I just watched this video from this link just now, it make me cry.. I'm a weak human, after watching this I understand and could felt the pain.. In my weak state I wish I could die like that guy so that I can free my self from all this pain.
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10200334368055846
Astarfirullah Al'azim, I even think and ask death to free me from this pain when I'm suppose to pray and ask Allah help. Ya Allah ampunilah aku, sesungguhnya aku hamba Mu yang lemah dah mudah jatuh pada godaan syaitan. Andai kata KBT itu jodoh ku maka satukan lah kami di dunia dan Akhirat. Amin.
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