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          I have a lot of thing I want to tell you but I just don't have the guts and courage to tell you yet. Not now but I'll tell you later. I don't know why I wrote this again, but I just want to wrote it so I wrote it. Your preety and cute face fill my mind all the time after last night and even your cute voice playing itself in my mind, like a song "Can't take my eye of you" but the difference is in my situation it was "Can't take my mind of you" hahaha :P

          If I was a song composer I will compose a lot of song about you, If I was a director I'll make a movie about you, If I was a poet I'll wrote a poem about you. Since I was a part-time newbie writer then I'll just wrote something about you like the one you reading now haha :P

          If I can choose my own destiny, my own fate then you will be part of it. I want you in it :p Good God what the hell is I'm bluffing here.. Sorry sometimes my hand move by its own and its was insturcted by the heart not the brain haha.. K, Bye :)

:)

              I'm so happy that finally we went out together. Have a great dinner althought the food is not that great but spending time with you make other thing doesn't matter to me. But I would like to apologize if you feel awkward around me, maybe its my fault since I was too shy. I'm a shy person, after all  its my nature hahaha.

              Meeting you in person, talking to you and looking at you just make me wonder whether last night really happen or its only one of my dream, but deep down I know it is real, you are real, last night is real and because of that I sleep with a big smile on my face hahaha :p

              I thought we would only spend time on dinner but thanks to you because willing  to spend more time with me at crowded area, you know that place well so I don't need to mention it here haha. I have to say last night is miracle, something that I've dream for a long time. Thank you so much ALLAH S.W.T for making it happen for me, Alhamdulillah :)

             Each second, each moment, each breath, each courage I spend last night was spend well. You doesn't know how happy I'am haha and I do hope you also happy in return, I do hope you appreciate the time you spend for me last night and I do hope you enjoy it.

             I hope we can spend time like this again in the future althought I highly doubt it since we will be busy with our own business later and you will leave Kuching soon :( But theres nothing wrong with hoping and for your information I'm willing to spend any of my time for you regardless how busy I'am because you worth it, except when I have test,quiz and family matter, I know you would understand that :)

           I hope you don't read this or notice my blog because it would be embarrassing for me if that happen hahaha :p

Movie Time

          Masa ini aku sedang menunggu dua movie, iaitu Resident Evil 5 and Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 2. Yang keluar dulu Resident Evil 5, kali ini watak game yang ku tunggu-tunggu akhirnya muncul di dalam movie, Leon S.Kennedy, watak yang aku rasa paling cool.. Malah watak Jill Valentine dan Carlos Oliviera juga kembali. Tapi sayang sekali watak Claire and Chris Redfield tidak akan muncul untuk filem kelima ini. Kalau ada confirm gempak sebab semua hero game ada. Jalan ceritanya masih lagi misteri tetapi memandangkan pengarah sama, so aku rasa jalan ceritanya confirm best kot haha.. So sama-sama laa kita nantikan..

          Kalau sebut cerita latest yang aku tengok, hmm Expendable 2. Komen aku.. TERBAIK.. Jalan ceritanya memang best, tapi aku agak kecewa dengan endingnya sebab watak jahat tu senang je kalah.. tak sengit sangat berlawan sedangkan Van Dammeyang pegang watak tu.. And kecewa juga watak Jet Li muncul di awal cerita jak.. Tetapi yang best Arnold banyak muncul kali ini, malah bertarung sekali.. Itu laa yang best haha.. Hopefully kalau adayang ketiga harap diorang bawak Jackie Chan skali msuk and biar orang muda pula jadi penjahat besar.. Tom Cruise dengan Brad Pitt ke hahaha..

          Another movie is Universal Soldier 4, aku baru tahu.. Yang tu pun aku nak tengok.. Van Damme dan Lundgreen kembali hahaha.. sedar tak sedar aku taip dalam BM, x kisah laa aku pun blog kan haha.. So I'll be back again ~

Bersyukur

           Alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur kepadaMU ya Allah kerana aku dilahirkan di Malaysia. Kehidupan ku sejak lahir lagi telah banyak dibantu oleh negara ini, negara ini banyak berjasa kepada ku. Di dalam negara ini aku mendapat pendidikan, perubatan dan taraf kehidupan yang memudahkan. Aku sedih melihat bagaimana rakyat di negara lain menderita.. Anak-anak kecil dan orang-orang tua yang kelaparan, kehausan dan kesakitan seperti di Afrika, Palestin, India malah Indonesia.. Kesihan pada mereka.. Pendidikan sukar untuk didapati, kemudahan asas seperti air dan elektrik pun jarang-jarang.. Apatah lagi perubatan..  Aku benar-benar bersyukur menjadi rakyat Malaysia, InsyaAllah aku akan cuba membalas jasa negara ini terhadap aku.

The Truth

    I won't be around for a while, insyaAllah I'll be back. For a moment I would like to a share a little bit of truth to you, hopefully you read this as this is a word from my world. Before I know you, I met this one girl that I though was the one for me, I deeply care for her and I thought its will lasting but in the end I'm the one who get hurt. I can't blame her as I never tell her myself that I have feeling for her despite she already know about it. I try to move on and there she was back into my life, when thing start to go well she did it again, disappear right before my eye. Its really hurt, the first time it happen it affect my study and my social life badly, and again it happen again. Again I try to move on, and again she approach my life one more time. And again I accepting her in. Good thing we never been in relationship, I never been in a relationship and thats is the truth, its up to you whether to believe it or not. And again she did the same thing. You must wondering why I'm so stupid to let the same person do the same thing that hurt me over and over again right, well you not the first.

   Few of my close friend ask me the same thing, why I let her do that, why I still accept her after what she did over and over again, why I couldn't hate her. My answer is simple, I care for her,I have feeling for her. I will never hate her and never blame her for what she did. And my friend ask me, why i didn't try to move on with my life? My answer is as long as I didn't find someone that can make me forget het, erase my feeling for her I don't think I will able to move on.

   I met a lot of girls but none of them able to make me forget her until I met you, althought we rarely seen each other, althought we only spend time in virtual world but you manage to make me forget about her, I start to care for you, she try to approach me recently but i didn't give a crap about it because the feeling that I used to have for her is no longer there.

  Yes, I have a crush on you. I don't know if its more than that but guees what I hope it does. I don't know what you feel about me, but I want you to know I'll never have any intention to hurt your feeling. If I does, I'm really sorry. Maybe I did it accidently, after all I'm just human, I'm not perfect. I don't care if you say something that might hurt my feeling because the important thing it's wasn't you who get hurt. As long as you happy, I won.t mind what happen to me and thas is not a lie. But you must know this I'll put my family first before you and I'll put ALLAH S.W.T as my priority. I do believe you would do the same right.

   So I have to go now, insyaAllah I'll be back, and again I would like to apologize if my words and my action hurt your feeling. Trust me when I say I never have any intention to do that, my only intention is to make you happy. So my last word here is the good thing comes from ALLAH S.W.T and the bad things comes from my own weakness.

   P/S : sorry for my bad english and grammar. Still working on improving it. Assalammualaikum :)

When I Start to Care

   Even if I didn't show it or I actually show it, I do care for those whom is in my life especially my mother, my father, my siblings, my auntie, all of my relative, my friends, my teachers and of course my crush. Althought I care for someone, I never encountered any problem with it unless for my crush. Because when I start to care for her, my feeling, my heart start to blind my judgement, my decision is based on my feeling and ofcourse my mood is affected along the way either. If I'm in "happy mode" those around me will noticed my happy attitude and received proper treatment from me but if I'm in "moody mode" those people will suffered along side with me. Lol, just kidding, they won't suffer but maybe will iritited with my attitude. This thing happen because I start to care, trust me when I say you don't want to be me when I start to care for a girl. Getting jealous when there is a guy poking around or twitting or chating with her, getting worried when she didn't reply my message, feeling lonely when didn't talk or texting/twitting/chating with her and etc.  

Thing were different when I didn,t care at all, I don't give a crap or hell with what she do, who is with her, who she talking to and so on. That time I was totally me I guess, but thing will change when I start to care, I become different person than I used to be and I don't know why I act that way. When ever I felt hurt, jealous or worried I always blame myself for letting my heart start to care for her, but when ever I felt happy I always praise my heart for care for her. I guess thats what normal people felt, but one thing for sure when I start to care I also hoping that she would also start to care for me the way I does for her. :)

BATMAN

Batman, he is my favourite superhero of all time. Why? Its simple because he have cool and awesome personality. He represent the good side of the dark side as he is the Dark Knight. Obviously a lot of Superhero fan knew Batman alter ego is Bruce Wayne, the Gotham City orphan Billionaire who is well known for his generous and playboy attitude that was totally differ with his Batman cold and serious attitude.

Apart from that in Justice League that consist of hundred superhero  Batman was stand at the top alongside Superman, WonderWomen,The Flash, Green Lantern and etc. The difference between Batman and the other is Batman didn't have any special super power, he is merely human and top of that he always be the one that save the Justice League, Earth and Universe itself. But the main reason I really admired and addicted to Batman is because of Kevin Nolan Dark Knight Trilogy. In his movie people can see clearly and understand how Batman was made, why type of technology he used and so on. The last series of the trilogy The Dark Knight Rises was totally awesome and I'd give 10 star to the movie, much much better than Avengers and I'd agree with Nolan when he said this movie is the epic conclusion for his series, thumb up. Hopefully next time Nolan will directed Justice League when the Warner Bros decided to make the movie as I believe it will be Epic XD.